Wow, time is flying by. I have a few days left at home before I leave and it sucks. Sometimes I just want to cry but what will crying accomplish. NOthing right? SO I am trying to stay strong for my family and for myself. The more I think about not being at home for a year and a half, the more nervous I get about this whole deployment thing. But I think I made a foundation on which I built my future accomplishments. I do understand there are a multitude of challenges that lie ahead of me but it will all be accomplished. I will have to go through more strenuous training and physical conditioning. I am already a professional soldier but it starts all over again at training. I will have to show that I am a professional soldier. I have the challenge to learn, excel, and rise above the average. I am not an individual out in the war field. I will have to be a member of a team. It will all be team work. The Army values will always stay with me. And no one is a more professional soldier than I. Well, Monday is the day I leave home. Farewell will be on dec.7 in Oxnard, CA at 4:00 p.m.